Everybody pretends. Tell me your own
story of pretentiousness. Be honest to yourself.
In my life, I had pretended several
times but in this entry I will tell all of you a story of mine. It was about my
feelings. Actually I am not a fierce person but sometimes when I am in bad
mood, I will be shy for the whole day. I have never screams out loud to other
persons when I am in angry. At that time, I was applying a position as a
facilitator for orientation week. I had been appointed as a discipline
facilitator and it was a nightmare for me. How can I be the most fierce person
in front of my juniors? Is it good for me if I always scold them without any
reason? All of this questions coming over in my mind. Then, when the
orientation week happened, I had to pretend as a discipline facilitator that
all my juniors got frightened with me. Every mistake, I gave them punishment. I
knew I want to cry when looking at their faces hold the pain when doing the
punishment. My intention just only to get them cooperates with each other and
become more discipline. In closing ceremony for orientation week, I seek their
apologize for scolding them in the whole week and I kept crying when they said
to me that it’s ok. That’s my own story of being pretends in front of everyone.
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